"i decided i'm not going to think like that anymore. because, if there really is a most beautiful moment in life, then once it's over, there won't be anything beautiful that comes after it, you know? but in reality, it's not like my life would suddenly plummet into some horrible, dark depths. and things are pretty good and beautiful even right now, so there seems to be little point in thinking about the future or the next beautiful moment. i might be a global star today, but even if i become a neighborhood star later, or even just a star in my own home, as long as i'm happy, that's all that matters. would that send me into despair? would there never be another beautiful moment again? i realized there's no need to think like that. if i just continue living my life like this, until i eventually do become a house-star, it would still be a beautiful moment as long as i'm happy. so i decided to live my life as one long, beautiful moment."